Back in the old days...
After watching “Pride & Prejudice”, I realized something: I would be willing to give my soul to live in the “Polite Days”, as I have named them. Many will argue that without a soul, it would be meaningless for me to live back then, but I am not speaking of the logic of the situation, being fully aware that there is none, but of the extremeties I say I will go to for that.
The “Polite Days” were the days when everbody spoke, well, politely, and everyone was so damn gracious to everyone about everything. The worst thing you could do was eat too much porridge. Nobody had to deal with the stupidity of simple things like we do now. Nobody spoke like we do now. If you were to go to town, you wouldn’t hear anyone talking about a lady’s “fineness” or two people fighting over something or someone. Everything was done in such a fashion that it was politely rude.
And I love it.
I want to be able to curl my hair and wear modest yet a bit revealing dresses and speak with a British accent and comment on the fineness of this German wine. But noooo, my grandparents’ grandparents decided to be born too late for that sort of thing, thus causing me to be born in the worst century yet. (I can’t even begin to imagine our further generation. The horror….)
I hate the 21st century. Sure, we have fly technology and cool stuff, but we also have madness ensuing only because we have long forgotten what politeness was. People die every day because of fights, affairs, and things started with rudeness. What I guess I’m trying to say is that if people acted the way they used to, death and misery would decrease.
Maybe.
I’m unsure, since I’m living in the crappiest generation ever, but it’s my theory, and I have reason to believe that it is correct.
Also, our music is, to civilly put it, pure and utter crap. Lyrics nowadays tell us about feeling like a black pimp, a plastic bag, or a plane. They don’t contain anything but teen heartbreak and glitter and getting wasted and how “we gon’ get doooownnn tonight”.
As a big fan of the piano and violin, I think that we would also decrease teen insanity to try new things by playing music that wasn’t so…insulting.
I know I sound informative, so I’ll give you the main reason for why I wanna live in the “Polite Days”:
Love.
Yeah, I know, cheesy me. But I think love back then was sweet, and I know I’m contradicting myself when I say that I also hate those fake arranged marriages that end as a pile of pigeon droppings, but hey, I’m a bipolar person, so my ideas change faster than Lady GaGa’s sexual preference.
Deal with it, yo.
The “Polite Days” were the days when everbody spoke, well, politely, and everyone was so damn gracious to everyone about everything. The worst thing you could do was eat too much porridge. Nobody had to deal with the stupidity of simple things like we do now. Nobody spoke like we do now. If you were to go to town, you wouldn’t hear anyone talking about a lady’s “fineness” or two people fighting over something or someone. Everything was done in such a fashion that it was politely rude.
And I love it.
I want to be able to curl my hair and wear modest yet a bit revealing dresses and speak with a British accent and comment on the fineness of this German wine. But noooo, my grandparents’ grandparents decided to be born too late for that sort of thing, thus causing me to be born in the worst century yet. (I can’t even begin to imagine our further generation. The horror….)
I hate the 21st century. Sure, we have fly technology and cool stuff, but we also have madness ensuing only because we have long forgotten what politeness was. People die every day because of fights, affairs, and things started with rudeness. What I guess I’m trying to say is that if people acted the way they used to, death and misery would decrease.
Maybe.
I’m unsure, since I’m living in the crappiest generation ever, but it’s my theory, and I have reason to believe that it is correct.
Also, our music is, to civilly put it, pure and utter crap. Lyrics nowadays tell us about feeling like a black pimp, a plastic bag, or a plane. They don’t contain anything but teen heartbreak and glitter and getting wasted and how “we gon’ get doooownnn tonight”.
As a big fan of the piano and violin, I think that we would also decrease teen insanity to try new things by playing music that wasn’t so…insulting.
I know I sound informative, so I’ll give you the main reason for why I wanna live in the “Polite Days”:
Love.
Yeah, I know, cheesy me. But I think love back then was sweet, and I know I’m contradicting myself when I say that I also hate those fake arranged marriages that end as a pile of pigeon droppings, but hey, I’m a bipolar person, so my ideas change faster than Lady GaGa’s sexual preference.
Deal with it, yo.
So I've had the worst night of my life, and to calm myself down, I'm making a very pointless, very long post on my favorite person from each KPOP group. You've been warned.
Okay, let's start with girl groups, since I don't listen to a lot of them:
2NE1 - Dara
Dara's not an in-between girl. You either love her, or you hate her. Personally, I think she's the cutest, and I'm proud of the fact that she hasn't had plastic surgery, and even after the 2ne1-without-makeup scandal, people thought she was the prettiest, but don't be fooled; I'm not stupid enough to like someone because they're pretty. When I first watched Fire, I got the feeling that she was known as the face of the group, and I was right, but there is so much more to her than her face: she's a great singer, exceptional dancer, and she's a wonderful entertainer. I wish they'd give her more parts in the music videos. Well, at least she's been able to branch out and do commercials and whatnot.
SNSD - Sunny
Okay, I don't even like this group very much. I find them to be very plastic (have you seen those before/after pics?!?!), extremely fake, and just generally annoying, but Sunny is so cute. She acts like she's the youngest, and I know people think she's ugly because her mouth looks like the Joker's dad himself tried to cut a smile into it, but I think she's the best singer, and she's very underrated.
f(x) - Amber
I just need two words to describe Amber: Bad. Ass. She's everything I've ever wanted to be; she's the most flyass tomboy out there, she raps like there's no tomorrow, she dances up a storm, and she manages to still look cool in a group full of girly girls. In fact, I think she brings them together. They'd be nothing without her. Also, even with the boycut and whatnot, she's still beautiful.
Okay, onto boy groups. Whoop, this will be fun.
BigBang - ....
Okay, I know they're amazing, talented, and handsome. Yes, they are. All of them. At least I think so, but for some reason, I just can't bring myself to like any of them like that. Or pick a favorite, for that matter. I think all of them are wonderful on their own level, but as a soloist, I like G-Dragon the best. I've gotten to a point of loving him where I just wish he was my brother. He's a great entertainer, he's really funny, and I love his voice. So yup. Oh, and I think Seungri and Daesung are a bit underrated, but not enough to make me rant.
2PM - WooYoung
WooYoung...he's just so amazing. He's the best male dancer I've ever watched in my life, he's a great actor, and he has so much potential. I will not be surprised; not one bit, if he takes over after JYP's retirement. He's also really cute. I love his cheeks, lips, and, well, face in general. I also love how motivated he is, and how he's so clueless. It makes him so adorable. And I am absolutely in love with his hair and voice: his hair's so.... indescribable. And his voice is so smooth; it makes you relax.
Super Junior - CHO KYUHYUN
KyuHyun...How do I begin to describe Kyu? He's like an angel sent from above: his face is perfection; those cheekbones, the LIPS, THE SMIRK, OH GOD THE SMIRK THAT KILLS EVERY BRAIN CELL THAT I HAVE, those not-so-Asian looking EYES, the HAIR, OH GOD THE HAIR, it's so pretty, I just wanna play with it. It's perfectly tousled and just wavy enough. Add the fact that he looks stunning with anything on, and that he wears suits (*drools*), and his angelic voice that I love so damn MUCH. That voice MAKES Super Junior. Without the evil maknae and his amazing voice and his willingness to do anything, SuJu would be nothing. Why do you think it's called Super JUNIOR? Because SM entertainment hired a bunch of backup vocalists and dancers for KyuHyun. So, technically, the group should be called KyuHyun and the others. Or KyuHyun Juniors. Yeah. Also, his English makes me swoon. IT IS SO CUTE. Even WooYoung can't beat that, and that's really saying something..
2NE1 - Dara
Dara's not an in-between girl. You either love her, or you hate her. Personally, I think she's the cutest, and I'm proud of the fact that she hasn't had plastic surgery, and even after the 2ne1-without-makeup scandal, people thought she was the prettiest, but don't be fooled; I'm not stupid enough to like someone because they're pretty. When I first watched Fire, I got the feeling that she was known as the face of the group, and I was right, but there is so much more to her than her face: she's a great singer, exceptional dancer, and she's a wonderful entertainer. I wish they'd give her more parts in the music videos. Well, at least she's been able to branch out and do commercials and whatnot.
SNSD - Sunny
Okay, I don't even like this group very much. I find them to be very plastic (have you seen those before/after pics?!?!), extremely fake, and just generally annoying, but Sunny is so cute. She acts like she's the youngest, and I know people think she's ugly because her mouth looks like the Joker's dad himself tried to cut a smile into it, but I think she's the best singer, and she's very underrated.
f(x) - Amber
I just need two words to describe Amber: Bad. Ass. She's everything I've ever wanted to be; she's the most flyass tomboy out there, she raps like there's no tomorrow, she dances up a storm, and she manages to still look cool in a group full of girly girls. In fact, I think she brings them together. They'd be nothing without her. Also, even with the boycut and whatnot, she's still beautiful.
Okay, onto boy groups. Whoop, this will be fun.
BigBang - ....
Okay, I know they're amazing, talented, and handsome. Yes, they are. All of them. At least I think so, but for some reason, I just can't bring myself to like any of them like that. Or pick a favorite, for that matter. I think all of them are wonderful on their own level, but as a soloist, I like G-Dragon the best. I've gotten to a point of loving him where I just wish he was my brother. He's a great entertainer, he's really funny, and I love his voice. So yup. Oh, and I think Seungri and Daesung are a bit underrated, but not enough to make me rant.
2PM - WooYoung
WooYoung...he's just so amazing. He's the best male dancer I've ever watched in my life, he's a great actor, and he has so much potential. I will not be surprised; not one bit, if he takes over after JYP's retirement. He's also really cute. I love his cheeks, lips, and, well, face in general. I also love how motivated he is, and how he's so clueless. It makes him so adorable. And I am absolutely in love with his hair and voice: his hair's so.... indescribable. And his voice is so smooth; it makes you relax.
Super Junior - CHO KYUHYUN
KyuHyun...How do I begin to describe Kyu? He's like an angel sent from above: his face is perfection; those cheekbones, the LIPS, THE SMIRK, OH GOD THE SMIRK THAT KILLS EVERY BRAIN CELL THAT I HAVE, those not-so-Asian looking EYES, the HAIR, OH GOD THE HAIR, it's so pretty, I just wanna play with it. It's perfectly tousled and just wavy enough. Add the fact that he looks stunning with anything on, and that he wears suits (*drools*), and his angelic voice that I love so damn MUCH. That voice MAKES Super Junior. Without the evil maknae and his amazing voice and his willingness to do anything, SuJu would be nothing. Why do you think it's called Super JUNIOR? Because SM entertainment hired a bunch of backup vocalists and dancers for KyuHyun. So, technically, the group should be called KyuHyun and the others. Or KyuHyun Juniors. Yeah. Also, his English makes me swoon. IT IS SO CUTE. Even WooYoung can't beat that, and that's really saying something..
Kyuhyun speaks sing language
This is his subtle way of saying "blow me".
I really, really do not like it when this guardian of mine gets into my business
I understand that she's trying to be a good parental figure and whatnot, but she is not my mother.
I could elaborate, but I'm about to cry and my fingers are shaking, so yeah.
I could elaborate, but I'm about to cry and my fingers are shaking, so yeah.
CHALLENGE - Day 13: Something that puts a smile on your face no matter what
CHALLENGE - Day 12: A famous person you've been compared to
Oh my. This is going to be good. Okay, well, nobody focuses on the FACE more than the abominable LIPS, so I've been told that I look like Emily Browning, Megan Fox, or Angelina Jolie.
Bullshit.
Bull.
Fucking.
Shit.
Bullshit.
Bull.
Fucking.
Shit.
CHALLENGE - Day 11: Google the meaning of your name
- The name __________ creates a dual nature in that you can be very generous and understanding, but you can also be so candid in your expression that you create misunderstanding.
- You struggle with the requirement to soften your expression with tact and diplomacy and to consider the feelings of others.
- Difficulty in accepting advice or admitting that you may have made a mistake causes you to appear to be stubborn and set in your ways.
- Thus, you have too often created the wrong impression, and friendships have suffered.
- Even though the name __________ creates the urge to be artistically creative and original, we emphasize that it causes an emotional intensity that is hard to control.
- This name, when combined with the last name, can frustrate happiness, contentment, and success, as well as cause health weaknesses in the nervous system, and tension or accidents to the head.
CHALLENGE - Day 10: Your family
My family consists of my mother and father, who are married to each other, unlike most families where they are now living. I have two little sisters who are super bratty. I will refer to them as L and F.
F is the middle child, seven years old, and super loud. She just won't shut the hell up, and is very much like me, which is scary, and the main reason for why we can't get along. She's got stick-straight, hazelnut-colored hair, big chocolate brown eyes, paper white skin, and very red lips. She's big boned, but do not be fooled! She isn't fat. She's actually got a very good body for a kid. And she's really smart. Like me, she loves to draw and write.
L is the little one of the family. She's six years old, and doesn't look anything like me, my dad, or F. She's got dark hair, dark eyes, and dark skin. Also, her eyebrows are really thin, also something she doesn't have in common with anyone from the family. Her eyes sparkle when she laughs, which everyone claims is a trait she got from me...I don't know about that. Also, I wonder, if it's true, who I've gotten it from.
Anyways, she's the shy one, but can be SO loud when strangers aren't around. Like me, she's in love with acting and she's the goofy one, also a trait I believe has been passed on from my father to me to her. She's adorable, and according to my parents, she acts JUST the way I used to when I was her age.
My parents are just that: parents. I look exactly like my father, except for our eye colors: His eyes are green-gold, whereas mine are just light brown with the occasional obscured green flecks. He was handsome, once upon a time, when he was young. He's just my dad now; and he's extremely smart, like F is, and I "supposedly" am. My mom, who L looks like, is one of those "love you when you're gone but don't do anything but yell at you when you live with them" type of moms. As much as I love her, I wish she'd yell at me sometimes. Now that I live far away, all she does is cry when I talk to her.
When we're together, we cause a ruckus. And as the middle child (2 older [parents], 2 younger [sisters]), I can tell you that our family isn't normal, but that's just the way I like it.
F is the middle child, seven years old, and super loud. She just won't shut the hell up, and is very much like me, which is scary, and the main reason for why we can't get along. She's got stick-straight, hazelnut-colored hair, big chocolate brown eyes, paper white skin, and very red lips. She's big boned, but do not be fooled! She isn't fat. She's actually got a very good body for a kid. And she's really smart. Like me, she loves to draw and write.
L is the little one of the family. She's six years old, and doesn't look anything like me, my dad, or F. She's got dark hair, dark eyes, and dark skin. Also, her eyebrows are really thin, also something she doesn't have in common with anyone from the family. Her eyes sparkle when she laughs, which everyone claims is a trait she got from me...I don't know about that. Also, I wonder, if it's true, who I've gotten it from.
Anyways, she's the shy one, but can be SO loud when strangers aren't around. Like me, she's in love with acting and she's the goofy one, also a trait I believe has been passed on from my father to me to her. She's adorable, and according to my parents, she acts JUST the way I used to when I was her age.
My parents are just that: parents. I look exactly like my father, except for our eye colors: His eyes are green-gold, whereas mine are just light brown with the occasional obscured green flecks. He was handsome, once upon a time, when he was young. He's just my dad now; and he's extremely smart, like F is, and I "supposedly" am. My mom, who L looks like, is one of those "love you when you're gone but don't do anything but yell at you when you live with them" type of moms. As much as I love her, I wish she'd yell at me sometimes. Now that I live far away, all she does is cry when I talk to her.
When we're together, we cause a ruckus. And as the middle child (2 older [parents], 2 younger [sisters]), I can tell you that our family isn't normal, but that's just the way I like it.
CHALLENGE - Day 9: Someone you look up to
Call me shallow, but I truly look up to a goddamn fictional character. More specifically, a character who goes by the name of Jonah Tate. He's pretty much everything I wish I was: invisible, deep thinker, quiet, go-past-skin-deep-beauty, and amazing.
If I was like him, I think I'd learn to accept myself.
No need for elaborations
If I was like him, I think I'd learn to accept myself.
No need for elaborations
CHALLENGE - Day 8: If you could change about yourself, what would you change?
Good one.
I'd change my tendency to overworry, and overlove, both of which aren't words. Okay, this whole sentence didn't make sense. Anyways, I think about things too much, which is why I see what people are trying to do so well, which doesn't lead to good things.
Sometimes it's better to be in the dark.
As for overloving, when I love someone, I love them too much, whether it be a boy, or just a friend of mine, so when they do something bad, I am so damn extremely disappointed and I guess people think I'm being dramatic.
Nah, bro, that's just my overlove for ya.
Also, I would really, really like to speak less. I don't know, some people seem to enjoy my overworked attitude and hyperactivity, but I personally think it's because it covers up their so-called "lackluster" personality.
Maybe if I spoke less, I would've omitted a bunch of stuff from happening to me.
But...you learn from your mistakes, so...:)
(ALSO: I bet some of you thought I was going to talk about my face or my body. Nah. Not that shallow yet.)
I'd change my tendency to overworry, and overlove, both of which aren't words. Okay, this whole sentence didn't make sense. Anyways, I think about things too much, which is why I see what people are trying to do so well, which doesn't lead to good things.
Sometimes it's better to be in the dark.
As for overloving, when I love someone, I love them too much, whether it be a boy, or just a friend of mine, so when they do something bad, I am so damn extremely disappointed and I guess people think I'm being dramatic.
Nah, bro, that's just my overlove for ya.
Also, I would really, really like to speak less. I don't know, some people seem to enjoy my overworked attitude and hyperactivity, but I personally think it's because it covers up their so-called "lackluster" personality.
Maybe if I spoke less, I would've omitted a bunch of stuff from happening to me.
But...you learn from your mistakes, so...:)
(ALSO: I bet some of you thought I was going to talk about my face or my body. Nah. Not that shallow yet.)
CHALLENGE - Day 7: Choose lyrics and explain why you chose them
"Everything gets good one day, things always slowly fade away.
Love don't get better with time, I've found -- distance is always lies.
She has the worst day of her life every day, every day.
I try to tell her it's alright -- 'never say anything." - La Chevre : Worst Days
I chose these lyrics because today was probably the worst day ever. Everything was going good, and then it all crashed, per usual. Here's to never trusting girls of my own race again. (Please, anyone reading this: don't take it personally. It's just how it has to be. I don't think I trust anyone anymore, not just people of my descent.)And I hate it when people tell me it's going to be okay. BITCH THAT IS THE LAST THING I WANNA HEAR FROM YOU. SHUT. THE. FUCK. UP.
All the good things just faded away.I just wanna get my bike and go far, far away. From everything.
Love don't get better with time, I've found -- distance is always lies.
She has the worst day of her life every day, every day.
I try to tell her it's alright -- 'never say anything." - La Chevre : Worst Days
I chose these lyrics because today was probably the worst day ever. Everything was going good, and then it all crashed, per usual. Here's to never trusting girls of my own race again. (Please, anyone reading this: don't take it personally. It's just how it has to be. I don't think I trust anyone anymore, not just people of my descent.)And I hate it when people tell me it's going to be okay. BITCH THAT IS THE LAST THING I WANNA HEAR FROM YOU. SHUT. THE. FUCK. UP.
All the good things just faded away.I just wanna get my bike and go far, far away. From everything.
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I creyed (yes, I am aware of the spelling, twat).
Literally. I know exactly how this feels, and
I'll probably keep knowing.
Some things never change, no matter what.
Hope for the best, get the worst.
Hope for the worst, get the worst.
Lose-lose.
I'll probably keep knowing.
Some things never change, no matter what.
Hope for the best, get the worst.
Hope for the worst, get the worst.
Lose-lose.
CHALLENGE - Day 6: Your best friend
Ah, well, I have two really close friends, one who I've known for about two years now, and the other I've known, well, since sixth grade. It seems to me that I usually end up thinking that the ones I've known longer are going to be closer to me, but it's the exact opposite.
They seem to have more shit about me than anyone else. And they're not hesitant about using it.
Anyways, the first one is a girl, and she's my poofyhead. She's too smart for her own good, and she's highly literate. I love her to death, and I think she's great. And although she's a sarcastic little bitch, she's my sarcastic bitch.
The second one, a guy, well, I guess our friendship would be described as being way different from the one with my poofy head. He and I just click, and we talk about everything.
We have uncomfortable topics as well, but I genuinely love him and admire him because he's a thousand times deeper than he lets on.
And he is always there for me, whether he knows it or not.
It's just....sucky that my two friends never talk. But I guess that could be considered a good thing, as they're not really that similar.
And poofy doesn't really like him. (Although she likes to lie and say otherwise just to make me feel better.)
They seem to have more shit about me than anyone else. And they're not hesitant about using it.
Anyways, the first one is a girl, and she's my poofyhead. She's too smart for her own good, and she's highly literate. I love her to death, and I think she's great. And although she's a sarcastic little bitch, she's my sarcastic bitch.
The second one, a guy, well, I guess our friendship would be described as being way different from the one with my poofy head. He and I just click, and we talk about everything.
We have uncomfortable topics as well, but I genuinely love him and admire him because he's a thousand times deeper than he lets on.
And he is always there for me, whether he knows it or not.
It's just....sucky that my two friends never talk. But I guess that could be considered a good thing, as they're not really that similar.
And poofy doesn't really like him. (Although she likes to lie and say otherwise just to make me feel better.)
Just to make up for the lack of anything on this website, here are some very interesting facts:
Please not that this is being completely sarcastic. Brown-eyed gals, please do not take this seriously. (Also, click on the link, you moron.)
CHALLENGE - Day 5: The most amazing thing that has ever happened to you
Well, there was this time when I was a kid and I fell in the washing machine and ripped my legs open.
Okay, okay, I'll spare everyone the details.
I kid. That wasn't amazing.
Okay, so, I guess it has to be the day I came back here.
I don't want to, well, really have to explain it. I was just so relieved to be back. And it was amazing for me.
I'm sorry if this is really disappointing. I think it is.
Okay, okay, I'll spare everyone the details.
I kid. That wasn't amazing.
Okay, so, I guess it has to be the day I came back here.
I don't want to, well, really have to explain it. I was just so relieved to be back. And it was amazing for me.
I'm sorry if this is really disappointing. I think it is.
CHALLENGE - Day 4: If you could live anywhere in the world, where would it be?
I'd probably live in England, or stay where I am.
I am so sick and tired of traveling.
I am so sick and tired of traveling.
What I look for in a guy
Lately, the “Perfect Guy” image has been really blurry in my
mind, and I want to set myself straight, which is my sole purpose for writing
this.
Look-wise, I can’t say I don’t care what the guy looks like, I mean, I’d prefer it if they were, you know, tolerably handsome, if that makes any sense whatsoever. I’m okay with the guy not being eyecandy, but I’d rather he not be very unattractive, either. I also can’t imagine myself with guys who are really dark-skinned. I always see myself with someone who is either pale or normal. Also, I imagine Mr. Perfect as someone who has either really light or dark feautures, nothing in between. Same goes for the eyes: I think the guy that everyone sees me with will either have very striking colored eyes, or extremely dark eyes framed with long lashes. I usually don’t prefer facial hair on guys. Stubble = no me gusta. I mean, the guy doesn’t have to be clean-shaven, but his face shouldn’t look like Chewabacca’s pubes attacked it, either. I’ve also noticed that I am strongly, strongly attracted to chubby cheeks and attractive smiles. I also really pay attention to eyes: they don’t have to necessarily be pretty, more that I need to actually understand a lot about a guy when I look into his eyes. Pretty eyes are preferred, though. ;)
Personality-wise, the first absolute thing I look for in a guy is HUMOR. If a guy can’t put a smile on my face, he can GTFO. Also, they have to be understanding and not be totally annoyed with my constant rantings. He has to be literate, like movies, and like biking. (Again, pun intended. Those who were supposed to understand have understood.) They have to be manly, but must visit their feminine side every now and then. (That does not mean cross-dressing!) Also, they must play video games. This is a must. I have to play my Black Ops with someone! They also have to be a bit sarcastic, supporting, and they really need to know how to take a joke. If not, they’re automatically eliminated. Also, they shouldn’t be clingy. I don’t wanna be with a guy every hour of every day, so they shouldn’t either. They should know not to neglect their friends, and to not act like I’m the only important thing in the world, because really, I’m not. Also, they have to help me with my homework. Speaking of, they shouldn’t be dependent of me for everything. And it is preferred if they can speak another (unique) language, and/or play an instrument. (Violin or piano will do.)
But, seriously, all of these plans and wants aside, I just think I want a guy who will put up with me. Simple as that.
Look-wise, I can’t say I don’t care what the guy looks like, I mean, I’d prefer it if they were, you know, tolerably handsome, if that makes any sense whatsoever. I’m okay with the guy not being eyecandy, but I’d rather he not be very unattractive, either. I also can’t imagine myself with guys who are really dark-skinned. I always see myself with someone who is either pale or normal. Also, I imagine Mr. Perfect as someone who has either really light or dark feautures, nothing in between. Same goes for the eyes: I think the guy that everyone sees me with will either have very striking colored eyes, or extremely dark eyes framed with long lashes. I usually don’t prefer facial hair on guys. Stubble = no me gusta. I mean, the guy doesn’t have to be clean-shaven, but his face shouldn’t look like Chewabacca’s pubes attacked it, either. I’ve also noticed that I am strongly, strongly attracted to chubby cheeks and attractive smiles. I also really pay attention to eyes: they don’t have to necessarily be pretty, more that I need to actually understand a lot about a guy when I look into his eyes. Pretty eyes are preferred, though. ;)
Personality-wise, the first absolute thing I look for in a guy is HUMOR. If a guy can’t put a smile on my face, he can GTFO. Also, they have to be understanding and not be totally annoyed with my constant rantings. He has to be literate, like movies, and like biking. (Again, pun intended. Those who were supposed to understand have understood.) They have to be manly, but must visit their feminine side every now and then. (That does not mean cross-dressing!) Also, they must play video games. This is a must. I have to play my Black Ops with someone! They also have to be a bit sarcastic, supporting, and they really need to know how to take a joke. If not, they’re automatically eliminated. Also, they shouldn’t be clingy. I don’t wanna be with a guy every hour of every day, so they shouldn’t either. They should know not to neglect their friends, and to not act like I’m the only important thing in the world, because really, I’m not. Also, they have to help me with my homework. Speaking of, they shouldn’t be dependent of me for everything. And it is preferred if they can speak another (unique) language, and/or play an instrument. (Violin or piano will do.)
But, seriously, all of these plans and wants aside, I just think I want a guy who will put up with me. Simple as that.
CHALLENGE - Day 3: If you could only have one wish, what would it be?
Welp, this is hard. I guess everyone's expecting me to say something like "world peace" or "1000 more wishes, hehe how clever am I?". Yeah, well, I'm not that cliche.
I don't really know what I would wish for, but I certainly know what I wouldn't wish for:
I wouldn't wish for a boyfriend, because those aren't everlasting, and I'd rather not have fleeting pleasure.
I wouldn't ask to be reunited with my parents, because, meh, I see my dad every month, and it's not like I can't live without them, so what's the point? (I'm not trying to be a bad daughter, just saying it's a waste of wish.)
I wouldn't ask to be tall, skinny, and breath-taking, because that's one of those fleeting pleasures. It's not gonna be any use to me.
I wouldn't ask to meet my biases, or go to their concerts (although I'm kinda at a point where I'd give my soul to go to a 2PM, Super Junior M [JUST FOR YOU, HENRY!], 2NE1, or BIGBANG concert) because, who knows? It's possible, and I think it's more reasonable to wish for things that are probably never, ever going to happen.
I guess I would ask to have the world's biggest library, because that's my lifelong wish.
Yeah, the world's largest library, filled with the most amazing books, a coffee/drinks bar, a fireplace, comfortable seats, and big windows that you can perch on the edge of, or curl up in and read your book.
I don't really know what I would wish for, but I certainly know what I wouldn't wish for:
I wouldn't wish for a boyfriend, because those aren't everlasting, and I'd rather not have fleeting pleasure.
I wouldn't ask to be reunited with my parents, because, meh, I see my dad every month, and it's not like I can't live without them, so what's the point? (I'm not trying to be a bad daughter, just saying it's a waste of wish.)
I wouldn't ask to be tall, skinny, and breath-taking, because that's one of those fleeting pleasures. It's not gonna be any use to me.
I wouldn't ask to meet my biases, or go to their concerts (although I'm kinda at a point where I'd give my soul to go to a 2PM, Super Junior M [JUST FOR YOU, HENRY!], 2NE1, or BIGBANG concert) because, who knows? It's possible, and I think it's more reasonable to wish for things that are probably never, ever going to happen.
I guess I would ask to have the world's biggest library, because that's my lifelong wish.
Yeah, the world's largest library, filled with the most amazing books, a coffee/drinks bar, a fireplace, comfortable seats, and big windows that you can perch on the edge of, or curl up in and read your book.
Shows you where everyone's mind's at.
This is kinda sad in a cute way, actually.
Mini WooYoung Spam. You were warned:
CHALLENGE - Day 2: Explain your current relationship status
I have no choice but to say nonexistent. I thought I was in love earlier this school year, but I forced myself to stop. It wasn't good for me, or the my friendship with that person.
Currently, I am not seeking "love", but I think it would be pleasant to be in a relationship.
I mean, I guess I'd like to be with somebody, but not being with someone isn't making me the moody, depressed teen I was last year.
Sadly, everyone thinks my best friend and I lust for each other.
Right. No.
So, current relationship status?
Single, yo.
Currently, I am not seeking "love", but I think it would be pleasant to be in a relationship.
I mean, I guess I'd like to be with somebody, but not being with someone isn't making me the moody, depressed teen I was last year.
Sadly, everyone thinks my best friend and I lust for each other.
Right. No.
So, current relationship status?
Single, yo.
Just need to remind people of the amazingness that is Kenichi Matsuyama. Nobody can portray L quite as well as he can.
CHALLENGE - Day 1: Introduce Yourself
Hi, hello, I am Ness. I am a teenage girl with weird hair and interesting eyes. My mouth is big, as are my lips, my nose is cool, my cheeks are blush monsters, and my eyebrows need their own zip code.
I like long walks to the fridge and biking. (Pun intended)
You say WooYoung, I say life.
I live to eat, I eat to live.
You will most probably find me writing, reading, playing Sims 3 because my life is so much better on that thing, chatting about irrelevant things with the best friend, or making graphics about abnormal ships.
I have a tendency to confuse languages and say things that will only make sense in a certain other language.
Judge me.
Again, hi. I think this is pretty introductory.
I like long walks to the fridge and biking. (Pun intended)
You say WooYoung, I say life.
I live to eat, I eat to live.
You will most probably find me writing, reading, playing Sims 3 because my life is so much better on that thing, chatting about irrelevant things with the best friend, or making graphics about abnormal ships.
I have a tendency to confuse languages and say things that will only make sense in a certain other language.
Judge me.
Again, hi. I think this is pretty introductory.
Gonna be doing this
I wish I had the guts to actually order this. But I think my guardian might just murder me. I'm too scared, and usually I'm all ballsy. It's just that there's so many RANDOM PEOPLE here and what if the door rings when I'm in the loo or something?
And then THEY'LL open it, and I'll look bad. Real bad.
But I'm so hungry. I haven't eaten since 11:30 AM. And it is now 7:50 PM.
It's been more than eight hours.
Domino's cheese pizza with extra tomato sauce and mushrooms, red peppers, and hot sauce, be mine.
Please.
When I said we never have food, I wasn't kidding.
I think I'm going to sleep six hours early today, to get rid of the hunger.
And then THEY'LL open it, and I'll look bad. Real bad.
But I'm so hungry. I haven't eaten since 11:30 AM. And it is now 7:50 PM.
It's been more than eight hours.
Domino's cheese pizza with extra tomato sauce and mushrooms, red peppers, and hot sauce, be mine.
Please.
When I said we never have food, I wasn't kidding.
I think I'm going to sleep six hours early today, to get rid of the hunger.
ME: A girl and a guy can be friends without anything happening.
ENGLISH TEACHER: No they can't.
I've never disagreed with anything so strongly.
ENGLISH TEACHER: No they can't.
I've never disagreed with anything so strongly.
Names have been changed to protect the innocent. Namely, me.
Jonah used to be obsessed with Anne. That is, before he and a certain girl began to hang out together. Pretty soon, Jonah developed telekinetic powers toward this girl's guardians and convinced them to give her a bike. Only hours after he invited the girl biking. It was at home that a thought came to him: What did I ever see in Anne? Compared to the other girl, she is as annoying as shit. Ah... I can't wait to go biking with her. Oh dang it. Jack will be with us. Unless.... I tell her that his mom didn't let him.. Hehehehehe. But oh no! She doesn't like me like that and when her friends even mention this she hits them way too hard. She should really hit less hard. Maybe Leslie will say something.... No way. The girl would probably just tell her we were brother and sister. And Leslie truly believes that. This is just her theory. *end Jonah's POV* And then you guys would go biking to subway, the land of magic. The end.
Written by my very literate best friend.
Written by my very literate best friend.
Things that have been on my mind lately: (Seoul High, motivations, and randomass shit)
This is my life: (sung to the song FRIDAY)
Six AM wakin' up in the morning, gotta go downstairs and make some shit breakfast that no one touches. Get ready in record time and wait for 45 minutes. Arrive at school almost but not quite late, run to class, listen to prissy teachers for hours, go to goddamn lunch, where they serve poison.
Kickin' in the right table; sittin on the left table...
WHICH TABLE CAN I CHOOOOOOOOOSE?
It's my life, my life; the most crappiest life out there.
Roll eyes at everyone that passes by, gossip with friends, do everything but read during SSR, go to more crappy classes where I try my best to listen...But my mind wanders.
After school: Heaven, bro. Run around hallways, steal food from people, skip SAT class, spend hours in the stinky bathroom.
And then I go home.....
And all over again.
**
Yeah, I know, my lyrics are amazing. You don't have to tell me.
Kickin' in the right table; sittin on the left table...
WHICH TABLE CAN I CHOOOOOOOOOSE?
It's my life, my life; the most crappiest life out there.
Roll eyes at everyone that passes by, gossip with friends, do everything but read during SSR, go to more crappy classes where I try my best to listen...But my mind wanders.
After school: Heaven, bro. Run around hallways, steal food from people, skip SAT class, spend hours in the stinky bathroom.
And then I go home.....
And all over again.
**
Yeah, I know, my lyrics are amazing. You don't have to tell me.
If videochats with the best friend didn't exist, I don't know what I'd do.
Word.
Holy Sweet HELL
My baby's sporting blonde hair now?
Well, anything looks good on him, but I prefer that on NichKhun.
Photo: Look Optical photoshoot.
Writing: Jang WooYoung's character "Jason" (from Dream High) infamous line: Is it my turn already? Written by WooYoung.
Editing: Done by moi.
Well, anything looks good on him, but I prefer that on NichKhun.
Photo: Look Optical photoshoot.
Writing: Jang WooYoung's character "Jason" (from Dream High) infamous line: Is it my turn already? Written by WooYoung.
Editing: Done by moi.
10 Ways To Become Slimmer
I see all these girls at school who try so hard to stay skinny. I see them all the time; even on TV or the internet. It breaks my heart to see that there are so many girls who want to please guys and not enough girls who'd like to lose weight to become more healthy.
It's become a universal thing that, if you're trying to lose weight, it must be because you aren't proud of your image.
That's the biggest BS I've ever heard. Some people wanna lose weight because they want to eat healthy from now on. The world doesn't revolve around image, and I'm glad some people are aware of that.
Anyways, this methods that I'm about to introduce works for both those who want to be skinny, and those who want to be healthy; and lose a few pounds along the way.
1 - Eat less: I know everyone has probably heard this, but it really does help. Don't eat till you're bloated and can scarcely breathe! Eat almost enough to satisfy you.
2 - 3 square meals: Don't eat anything in between breakfast, lunch, and dinner. If you follow the first rule, you'll have enough food in your body to keep you going till the next meal.
3 - Stay away from junk food: Don't try to cut yourself off from junk food completely: do it little by little. Ask yourself if you really need to eat four chocolate chip cookies.
4 - Balanced eating: Listen up, 'cause this is really important. Don't listen to people who tell you to only eat egg whites or lettuce to lose weight: it's super unhealthy. Would you rather be supermodel skinny but not live to flaunt it, or a healthy, less-weighing girl who gets to live? Eat a little bit of everything. Make sure you get enough calcium, proteins, and vitamins.
5 - Exercise: After eating all that food, you gotta burn it somehow, and what better way than to work out a bit? If you've got a really tight schedule, like yours truly, learn to multi-task. Get on the treadmill with your literature book, or jog around the neighborhood listening to your conjugated Latin verbs on your iPod. When you're really determined to do something, anything's possible.
6 - Occupy yourself: When you have free time, you get bored, and you eat. Take up knitting, or read, or hell, browse the web for hours, for all I care. Just stay busy so food won't enter your mind.
7 - Dental hygiene: Brush your teeth more often. 20-30 minutes after you're done eating, rush to the loo and brush those teeth of yours.It's been psychologically proven that less people tend to eat after they've brushed their teeth. Why? Because then you'll have brushed your teeth for no reason.
8 - Cut back on the drinks: It may not look it, but stuff like soda and juice make you gain weight like crazy. Little by little, change the Sprite to water, or put the OJ carton back in the fridge. Drink water or milk instead. I'm not saying don't drink them at all, but cut back, y'know?
9 - Keep yourself motivated: Write a list of all the things you'd like to change about yourself. Also, set yearly, monthly, and daily goals for yourself. Don't push yourself to lose too much weight. Write that you want to lose 3 pounds in two weeks, for example, and make that your goal.
10 - Don't expect to lose weight with the snap of your fingers: It's not gonna happen. If the results don't seem too promising after a month, that doesn't mean you should quit. It means you need to give it more time.
Also, just know that you're beautiful, no matter what, but health is really important!
It's become a universal thing that, if you're trying to lose weight, it must be because you aren't proud of your image.
That's the biggest BS I've ever heard. Some people wanna lose weight because they want to eat healthy from now on. The world doesn't revolve around image, and I'm glad some people are aware of that.
Anyways, this methods that I'm about to introduce works for both those who want to be skinny, and those who want to be healthy; and lose a few pounds along the way.
1 - Eat less: I know everyone has probably heard this, but it really does help. Don't eat till you're bloated and can scarcely breathe! Eat almost enough to satisfy you.
2 - 3 square meals: Don't eat anything in between breakfast, lunch, and dinner. If you follow the first rule, you'll have enough food in your body to keep you going till the next meal.
3 - Stay away from junk food: Don't try to cut yourself off from junk food completely: do it little by little. Ask yourself if you really need to eat four chocolate chip cookies.
4 - Balanced eating: Listen up, 'cause this is really important. Don't listen to people who tell you to only eat egg whites or lettuce to lose weight: it's super unhealthy. Would you rather be supermodel skinny but not live to flaunt it, or a healthy, less-weighing girl who gets to live? Eat a little bit of everything. Make sure you get enough calcium, proteins, and vitamins.
5 - Exercise: After eating all that food, you gotta burn it somehow, and what better way than to work out a bit? If you've got a really tight schedule, like yours truly, learn to multi-task. Get on the treadmill with your literature book, or jog around the neighborhood listening to your conjugated Latin verbs on your iPod. When you're really determined to do something, anything's possible.
6 - Occupy yourself: When you have free time, you get bored, and you eat. Take up knitting, or read, or hell, browse the web for hours, for all I care. Just stay busy so food won't enter your mind.
7 - Dental hygiene: Brush your teeth more often. 20-30 minutes after you're done eating, rush to the loo and brush those teeth of yours.It's been psychologically proven that less people tend to eat after they've brushed their teeth. Why? Because then you'll have brushed your teeth for no reason.
8 - Cut back on the drinks: It may not look it, but stuff like soda and juice make you gain weight like crazy. Little by little, change the Sprite to water, or put the OJ carton back in the fridge. Drink water or milk instead. I'm not saying don't drink them at all, but cut back, y'know?
9 - Keep yourself motivated: Write a list of all the things you'd like to change about yourself. Also, set yearly, monthly, and daily goals for yourself. Don't push yourself to lose too much weight. Write that you want to lose 3 pounds in two weeks, for example, and make that your goal.
10 - Don't expect to lose weight with the snap of your fingers: It's not gonna happen. If the results don't seem too promising after a month, that doesn't mean you should quit. It means you need to give it more time.
Also, just know that you're beautiful, no matter what, but health is really important!
A great method for those who hate reading, or the particular class that you have to read for:
Place a gummy bear at the end of every paragraph to keep you motivated. Do not cheat and eat the gummy before finishing the chapter.
I do this all the time. It's really helpful.
I feel so disappointed with myself
I really do. It's like I have no willpower over myself. All I ever do is go with my heart.
I know Brain vs. Heart is very, very controversial, but usually I'm pretty balanced out. I tend to do stupid things sometimes, but my life has never been a huge ball of mess like this year.
I think it's great. It's showing me how to grow up without my parents.
Still. I just wanna take an eraser (not those crappy Pink Pearls, mind you) and erase everything that makes me wince when I think of it.
I need to stop, I really do.
At least knowing I'm not alone is doing something for me.
I know Brain vs. Heart is very, very controversial, but usually I'm pretty balanced out. I tend to do stupid things sometimes, but my life has never been a huge ball of mess like this year.
I think it's great. It's showing me how to grow up without my parents.
Still. I just wanna take an eraser (not those crappy Pink Pearls, mind you) and erase everything that makes me wince when I think of it.
I need to stop, I really do.
At least knowing I'm not alone is doing something for me.
You know those moments when you remember a song that you haven't listened to in forever that you've tried (and failed) remembering the words to/name?
That happened to me today with this song that I hadn't listened to in two years. It had kept getting stuck in my head last year, but since I could only remember the music and not the lyrics or name, I gave up on even trying to find it.
I stumbled upon it today.
And now it's stuck in my head and I must listen to it on repeat for a week straight to get it out of my head.
Same old, same old.
I stumbled upon it today.
And now it's stuck in my head and I must listen to it on repeat for a week straight to get it out of my head.
Same old, same old.
My terrible Spring Break
I know this website isn't necessarily a blog, but I feel the need to get this out of my system before I burst into a million pieces:
My Spring Break socked.
So it suck/rocked.
I didn't do anything productive. Let me break down exactly how my SB went, from the beginning of the week (not including the first weekend)
Monday:
I went to the eye doctor with my guardian, whom I do not enjoy being around because old people make me nervous and jumpy. Also, he and I do not get along. Oh, and result of the appointment: I need new lenses. Whoop-dee-doo. Oh, and I played Sims 3.
Tuesday:
Movies with the best friend. The movie was utter crap (do not watch "Battle of Los Angeles"; you will want 2 hours of your life back), but our commentary during the movie should go down in history.
Wednesday:
Movies with the not-so-best-or-even-friend friends. The movie was really good, but a 13+ kinda movie. I highly recommend watching it (Unknown). I just wish I'd went with some nicer people.
Thursday:
Nothing. Absolutely nothing. I read my World Drama book for class, played Sims, stared at the computer, read, stared at the wall, came to the realization that I don't have homework, giggled, ate an apple, and slept.
Friday:
A slightly altered version of Thursday. I made sushi this time. And it was really, really good.
Saturday:
While surfing the web, I stumbled upon something that made me want to start writing a story, one that I would actually complete. The images were so vivid in my brain that I knew I had to capture them somehow, and I remembered that I knew how to make graphics, so I started making graphics again. The other best friend decided to come over, and we spent the day goofing off, watching Korean shows, playing Sims and watching funny romance movies. Oh, and we also ordered pizza.
Sunday:
Went to Subway (heaven, man), studied for my upcoming World Geo test, talked to my parents online, made another graphic, one I'm proud of, planned out aforementioned story, did laundry, napped (I forgot those exist!), almost died in a freaking car, discovered a weird spot under my eye that's really creeping me out right now, and am now here.
You see? All the important things that I should've remembered to do...Or thought up...Happened over the weekend.
I hate my life.
But hey! It was a really nice break from school. We didn't have any programs or camps and I got to rest for a while, so I'm thankful for that.
My Spring Break socked.
So it suck/rocked.
I didn't do anything productive. Let me break down exactly how my SB went, from the beginning of the week (not including the first weekend)
Monday:
I went to the eye doctor with my guardian, whom I do not enjoy being around because old people make me nervous and jumpy. Also, he and I do not get along. Oh, and result of the appointment: I need new lenses. Whoop-dee-doo. Oh, and I played Sims 3.
Tuesday:
Movies with the best friend. The movie was utter crap (do not watch "Battle of Los Angeles"; you will want 2 hours of your life back), but our commentary during the movie should go down in history.
Wednesday:
Movies with the not-so-best-or-even-friend friends. The movie was really good, but a 13+ kinda movie. I highly recommend watching it (Unknown). I just wish I'd went with some nicer people.
Thursday:
Nothing. Absolutely nothing. I read my World Drama book for class, played Sims, stared at the computer, read, stared at the wall, came to the realization that I don't have homework, giggled, ate an apple, and slept.
Friday:
A slightly altered version of Thursday. I made sushi this time. And it was really, really good.
Saturday:
While surfing the web, I stumbled upon something that made me want to start writing a story, one that I would actually complete. The images were so vivid in my brain that I knew I had to capture them somehow, and I remembered that I knew how to make graphics, so I started making graphics again. The other best friend decided to come over, and we spent the day goofing off, watching Korean shows, playing Sims and watching funny romance movies. Oh, and we also ordered pizza.
Sunday:
Went to Subway (heaven, man), studied for my upcoming World Geo test, talked to my parents online, made another graphic, one I'm proud of, planned out aforementioned story, did laundry, napped (I forgot those exist!), almost died in a freaking car, discovered a weird spot under my eye that's really creeping me out right now, and am now here.
You see? All the important things that I should've remembered to do...Or thought up...Happened over the weekend.
I hate my life.
But hey! It was a really nice break from school. We didn't have any programs or camps and I got to rest for a while, so I'm thankful for that.
Genre-swap: gLee as a horror movie (Death Note)
Whoever made this is a genius. My fingers are itching to make a video about this, since I have all of the gLee episodes, and the Death Note movies, but I must not.
I'm a student, and one video will lead to the other, distracting me from my oh-so boring work.
I will comment on the amazingness of this, though.
Who would've thought about Quinn being a serial killer?
And she has great scenes for that.
This is just brill, and I applaud the person who made it.
Unfortunately, I do not have the link to the person on Tumblr who designed this, so I cannot give them credit.
If you know who it is, please drop it in the comments section!
I'm a student, and one video will lead to the other, distracting me from my oh-so boring work.
I will comment on the amazingness of this, though.
Who would've thought about Quinn being a serial killer?
And she has great scenes for that.
This is just brill, and I applaud the person who made it.
Unfortunately, I do not have the link to the person on Tumblr who designed this, so I cannot give them credit.
If you know who it is, please drop it in the comments section!